Friday, April 29, 2011

Choo choo... All aboard...unstoppable like a train

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Solid steel and sex appeal

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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Welcome Back!

Well everyone I'm back to stay!  I have not blogged or put a video up in about 2 weeks....but things have already changed for the better with my weight loss and are going to continue!  So I will be having a weigh in on Saturday morning!  I do believe I will be under 200 pounds on Saturday!  I am working hard and LOVING IT! This Sunday is the marathon and I am so pumped!  I am only doing the half, but super excited for it!  It has been so hard for me to train since Jonathan was out of town and I had no one to watch the girls while I ran, but I got to run yesterday for the first time in 2 weeks:)  I did 4.5 miles and it felt great!  I do believe I will do fine on Sunday, but I think it is going to probably take me about 30 minutes more than I was expecting or wanting, but my only goal is to run the entire time!  As long as I do that then my same goal I have had this entire process will be met!  I have been so hard on myself the past 2 and a half weeks because I have gotten a little off track, but I was thinking about it and I have lost 23.6 pounds....I have NEVER in my life done that!  If all I lost this year was 40 or 50 pounds... no it's not my goal weight, but I would not be upset at all!  I do believe I am back on track and will lose more than that....but I need to stop being so hard on myself!  Well I am so excited about Sunday and if anyone wants to come out to the marathon that will not already be there it is going to be a great time!  Also, good luck to the most amazing husband!  He is running is 4TH marathon...man he is good!  He is going for his best time yet...under 4 hours!  I know he can do it!  Love you best friend!  Hope ya'll have a wonderful day and as always thank you all for your kind words and support!  Love you all!

Road to weight loss

Friday, April 15, 2011

Baby steps~

Well I feel like I am taking baby steps on getting back on track!  This week was a pretty good week!  I worked out only 3 times, but that is better than my last 2 weeks of no working out at all!  I have just be so exhausted and have not wanted to do it!  It's pretty sad considering the marathon is only like 2 weeks away!  I started back weight watchers this week and I feel pretty great and happy that I did it!  I do remember the reason I quit it in the first place....you have to track and look up so much stuff and it just ends up being a pain!  But IT WORKS and is totally worth it...no not the most convenient, but the best weight loss thing there is!  I know I have still been like hardcore slacking on blogging, it has just been a rough last couple weeks with Jonathan out of town and he has my computer etc.  But one day soon I will be back up and blogging more that 1 time or 2 times every 2 weeks!  I will also start taking photos again....Jonathan has not been home to take my pic:( but I am going to start again as soon as he gets home!  Well guys I am going to keep this short I have a baby screaming!  Thank you all again for EVERYTHING!  Ya'll have a fun weekend~

Sunday, April 10, 2011

THANK YOU ALL

First I want to start off by saying Thank you....Thank you to all of you for helpiung me through this hard time of my weight loss, but a BIG thank you to all of you who have commented on things and especially you who have written me messages!  You all have helped me more than you know and I really take what you give me in the kind words you said!  It's people like you that have made me get back on track and feel like I can do this!  Last week was kind of another slow week, but not nearly as bad as the week before.  This week is going to be WONDERFUL!  I started this week of with the Red Bud Classic 10k!  It was a pretty tough run today because of the heat and I just was not feeling it, but I finished it and I ran the whole time!  Always my only 2 goals during a run!  I have not posted my weigh in from last Friday, but I am going to hear in a bit.  It's one of my worse weigh ins, but I'm ok with that becasue I know I am going to do better this week!  Good news though....I finally started back weight watchers and I am so pumped about it!  So my weigh ins will now be held on Saturday mornings!  My husband left to go out of town for a couple of weeks :( but I have a goal of what I would like to lose by the time he gets back...and that is 7 pounds!  I think I can do...it will be poretty tuff, but If I'm not lazy then I should be able to do it!  Well guys I am absolutely exhausted, but again wanted to say THANK YOU!  Hope you all have a wonderful week!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

SICK AT MY STOMACH...

I am SICK at my stomach at how irresponsible I have been with my weight loss blog as well as last week was a HORRIBLE week!  I just feel like crying because I feel like I let myself and everyone else down last week!  I didn't even blog or weigh in....  I didn't even cheat really, but I didn't eat much or probably the best things for me...and at that I didn't work out one time.  Yes...my feet were in so much pain, but I could have done so many other things!  I really need everyone's help right now!  This week has already been so much better, but I feel like there is so much more I could be doing.  I'm in a hole right now and I just want to get out of it.  I have the marathon coming up and summer...and so many goals I have that I want to hit, but I can't figure my head out right now!  I am doing this weight loss because all I want is to be healthy for myself and my family, and I keep thinking about how bad I want another child....but I REFUSE to be a pregnant overweight woman again and maybe gain a lot of weight!  I am just very frustrated right now with myself and my weight loss and I just want to be back on track.  Well I am back on track, but I feel like last week was so horrible I just totally screwed myself!  I want to be under 200 pounds!  I want that small goal so bad I can't stand it!  I just don't see why I don't work as hard as I was or possible can to get there.  My mind is everywhere...I am so overwhelmed with everything right now I just want to scream...but I think the only reason I feel this way is because I have been selling myself short on my weight loss.  When I was doing well (the last 3 months) I was not even close to as overwhelmed as I feel now!  I am sorry I am just saying everything I feel, but this is the reason I made this blog...to hold myself accountable!  I am just going to pray about it and I know I will get through this slump!  Thank you all for your encouragement as always!  Have a great evening!

Monday, April 4, 2011

Snack attack

After a horrible hard week...I'm back on board
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