Happiest I have EVER BEEN!

Well let me just start out by saying what I have been thinking all day!  I have been thinking about how I have always been a happy person and always LOVED my life, but not like the way I do now!  I absolutely LOVE life!  I have never in my life been as happy as I am at this point in my life...I have the Lord who is helping me through all of this...what a GREAT GOD!  I feel so lucky to have him!  Without him...NONE of this is possible! I have my unbelievable husband...I can't believe I was blessed with such an AMAZING man...he is the most supportive person I know!  Then to top it all off....I have 2 beautiful children that are my everything!  I am so proud that I am getting healthy so that they grow up healthy and looking up to me!  Madi Rae said to me today, "Mommy...I don't like french fries" and I said, " That's good Madi Rae, but it's ok if you do,"  then she said,"But mommy...I do like Chicken nuggets"  HAHA It was so cute!  I don't want my children to ever think they can never eat things like that...I just always want them to understand they can not live on it everyday!  So now on to something else....I decided on another small goal!  I want to fit into my wedding dress!  I know all of you are probably like...SERIOUSLY?  You got married a year and a half ago!  No excuse at all, but I did have a child and I gained A LOT of weight...hence one of the reasons I am doing this blog!  I think I was about 190 at our wedding...so I still have a bit to go, but I think it is not to crazy of a goal!  I am really excited!  Also...I just thought I would share this!  I love buffalo sauce!  I eat it on EVERYTHING!    I just think it adds so much flavor and it is low in calories!  I know this might be bad, but I think one of the reasons is because I love buffalo wings...especially boneless (the worst ones for you) but it kind of makes me think I am eating them!  Anyways....tomorrow is weigh in day!  I CAN'T WAIT!  I feel like it should be good news!  I have eaten only good things and worked out a TONS!  We will see!  I know I have changed my weigh in day 3 times now, but the reason I have changed it and am sticking to Thursday is because starting tomorrow morning I am going to something called TOPS!  I had never heard of it until I talked to this girl in Kansas City that was going to it!  I am so excited!  It stands for...Taking Off Pounds Sensibly!  What it is, is I think more like a support group type thing!  I don't think they have a eating plan or anything to follow, but you do weigh in and you share things that have worked for you!  It is only $1 a week!  I think this is good for me! I thought about going to overeating support groups, but that has never been my problem!  I have never over ate...I just chose the wrong things to eat!  Ok...I am going to stop now because I am sure you are all bored!  Thank you all for your support!  Check out my early morning weight in!  I will be pleased with anything I see on the scale!  WOO HOO!  Love ALL OF YA'LL!